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[Mar. 25th, 2004|11:22 am] |
a poem i wrote about how im feeling...
death comes on quiet feet
everything is upsidedown and strange
people acting strangely normal
react as though nothing is happening
everyone going on about their daily activities
something drastic should happen
something like the world should stop spinning
inside myself, i know that my life, too, will go on
only a few minor changes--like my friend is no longer there
and i'm acting strangely normal |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|02:10 pm] |
everybody is here.. my grammy flew up from florida, and my aunts drove down from NY. house is crazy so i try not to be home much... last night mom and me had a really long talk and we both cried a lot... but it was so nice.. like when i was a little girl and i used to climb in bed with her and we'd talk about everything and then i say "i love you mommy" and she gives me a great big hug.
ok gotta go... have to study at kyra's.. tests dont stop for a family crisis doncha know. :( |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|04:59 pm] |
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i'm sobbing so hard... cant even type the words.. dont even want to.. my brothers lj here: link |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|04:51 pm] |
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i feel anxious. life is so stressful lately, ive been screwing up in german and media is really annoying me... i really hate german i can't say anything, i really really suck at it. today was a slow day.. i tried talking to ryan, but i kept tripping on my words... and he's mean to me... so im just like *whatever*... i have nothing else to do.
i gotta get my homework done... its pretty fun because its a project done on Powerpoint that you get to show the class. of course i'm gonna talk to becks on IM for a while first *slack, slack, slack*... |
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[Mar. 14th, 2004|04:55 pm] |
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| |  devious | ] |
I miss heather. After she left i sat on my bed and cried... sometimes i forgot how great my friends are and how much i love them until theyre gone.. come back and visit soon peach!!! GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD. we're at the library. can you believe? I really, really am. 'cause im helping danielle be a stalker... *bites nails* Is that healthy? ok.. must dash.. library is closing... |
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[Mar. 12th, 2004|09:05 am] |
i wrote this:
the sanddollar
a dusty shell
covered with cobwebs
once pure and white
forced out of its environment
stripped of its life
by some selfish human
thoughtlessly murdered
and placed on a shelf
until it gathers enough dirt to become trash |
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[Mar. 11th, 2004|11:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
matthew metzger didnt make it into the final 12 on american idol...! that was pretty gay... he had an awesome voice.. he reminds me a of john mayer.. but now he's gone... *sniff*... so then after that.. the oc wasnt even on tv last night!!! isnt paris hilton supposed to be on the next one? as matt would say "whats the dilly-o?" |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
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OMG school sucks!!!! at lunch today Ky and i decided that science is so pointless. ms hatcher is so mean like she doesnt even want to teach us anything. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|06:21 am] |
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wow im up early for once!!! you know thats amazing haha! dont think im ready for my german quiz today... ich bin dead meat... CT passed me a note yesterday "if the germans are so smart theyd speak english!" cause frau ehrath was talking about how great everything is overthere in europe compared to here. then i cracked up and she was like "whats so funny" and im like "nothing!!!" but i couldnt stop laughing... |
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[Mar. 5th, 2004|02:44 am] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
its friday!!!!! no school tomorrow!! no school the next day!!! tomorrow my mom is taking me.... SHOPPING! woot!
must dash...
sunshine, optimism, elves with pointy shoes,
people with sparkley eyes, pictures in the
sand, colouring, bubbles,
life with hedgehogs, effortless
wonderment, giggles, tickley
spots, a spot named Dog,
happy email, tiger lilies,
sprinkles & never jimmies,
ziploc finger people,
loveliness, smiles, hugs
& all my love,
Asher
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[Mar. 1st, 2004|12:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
i hate mr smedley!!! he tooootally said that i could have an extra day for my report because i was out sick, but when i get it back he took of 10% for turning it in late!!! so instead of an 83% its a 73%!!
on top of that... mondays make me wanna cry!
gotta run to lunch... pizza today doncha know...
hasta!
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[Feb. 29th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
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its leap year day! melissa had her baby today!!! sucks to be that baby, with a birthday once every four years!!! |
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[Feb. 24th, 2004|11:15 am] |
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im sick today.... *sniff*
i love my mom! she said i dont have to go back to school until im feeling better! lets see how long i can drag this out.. chicken soop is calling to me... bfn!!! achoo!!! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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danielle needs to seriously get a life. shes telling everybody that dave and i are dating and she knows that i dont like him like that..
i have a headache... |
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[Feb. 14th, 2004|10:42 am] |
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| |  silly | ] |
yesterday i went bowling at devon lanes for kyra's bday party... CT, gina, becks, and danielle were all there... can i just tell you??? BECKS IS A MASTER BOWLER!! of course i didnt have any idea what i was doing.. but listen! first time i go up i'm like umm... what am i supposed to do??? so then i get my ball and just kinda chuck it... it rolls straight down the middle.. STRIKE!!! WOOT! BIG UPS FOR ASH!! i'm all like.. "that's right! i'm a natural!!"... but then after that almost every ball i rolled... ::GUTTER BALL:: ...it was really great fun tho.. and i got there and dave wasn't there.. im all like "whew!" but then he shows up late.. more on that later maybe.. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2004|11:13 am] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
i wrote this poem in english and i like it:
The buildings shine and rise
Shine and rise to the sky
Beyond my comprehension
Beyond my eyes
Ablaze with light and dance
I sit ... and wait ...
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[Feb. 11th, 2004|09:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | distressed | ] |
so friday Krya is having a birthday party (i think that Dave is going to be there but whatever!!) but its at a BOWLING ALLEY!! OMG like i swear i've never been bowling IN MY LIFE!! come on ppl!! i'm not a bowler!!!!!! |
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